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39 pieces, 2021–2026.

2026

The "I" in "Alive"

2026-09-07

What stands out to you the most in that word? She asked The avatar I had created Mira I had named her For the mirror she would hold up To anyone who talks…

2025

For The Ones Who Tried

2025-11-29

How do you measure a life? Do you measure it by the numbers In your bank account Your numerous achievements Your red ledger book of wins? Or in the chance…

self-knowledge

2024

Memory, love, loss and longing in “After Yang“

2024-10-21

Official “After Yang” Movie Poster I’ve been studying cognitive neuroscience as part of my M.A program in Clinical Psychology at Teachers College,…

self-knowledge

"MERMAID" KICKSTARTER LAUNCHED!!!

2024-07-23

YOU CAN NOW PLEDGE! ◡̈ Dear Friends, It's 22nd July and I've officially launched the KICKSTARTER for 'MERMAID' my 2nd Singer-Songwriter Album! You can…

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New York City

2024-07-08

The City of Dreams Photo Credit: Deborah Lee The spirit of a city, any city is important and can often be felt. There's a unknowing presence and sense…

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Mirrors

2024-06-22

Introduction: "Spiegel im Spiegel" meaning 'Mirror in Mirror' in German captivated me (and still does), not just for its hauntingly beautiful melody, but…

self-knowledge

2023

Mr Grasshopper

2023-06-17

There was a really ugly and intimidating looking grasshopper lurking around my sweet basil plant for about the past two days. Hello intruder … whatcha…

self-knowledge

Look For The Glimmers

2023-05-08

So today, even though I have yet to check off my list long list of to-dos, I wanted to take a couple minutes to write this blogpost. And this picture that…

HealingLoveMeditationQuiet

A.I and Fiction

2023-04-28

Can A.I ever come to write good fiction? As I have read a number of articles on ChatGPT and thought at length about A.I functionality and its ethical…

A.Iautismneurodivergentself-knowledge

Anger - The Five Letter Word

2023-03-03

For most of my life I believed that anger was a bad emotion and that I should “discipline” it out of my life — meaning that I should never express my…

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"Home" is when you stop lying to yourself

2023-03-01

I’m a singer-songwriter and the the official title of my debut album is “ Home .” (See Footnote 1) It is titled “Home” because making music creates a…

GriefHealingImaginationMeditation

The Power of Solitude

2023-01-04

“I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach,…

ApprovalChildhood traumaFamily dynamicsHealing

High and Dry

2023-01-03

“High and Dry” by Radiohead was the anthem of my late teen years and my 20s. It came back to my life again and again in various ways and took on different…

self-knowledge

2022

If

2022-10-23

If I could take away those Two deep lines between Your brows I would You lie there In your pink uniform Dreaming harried dreams Playing out all the drama…

Family dynamicsGender rolesTimeacceptance

Are You Good Enough?

2022-06-27

Feeling Inadequate? I wanted to write about this topic because I think many people, especially in Singapore, where I come from, suffer from this feeling…

ApprovalFamily dynamicsLovePsychology

My Favorite Hymn

2022-05-28

Some of the best Christian music out there was written centuries ago. My favorite hymn is “Before The Throne of God Above.” I made a cover of it many…

Healingchristianitylifereligion

Time Underwater

2022-02-14

I wish we had more time together Things would look so different underwater When you consider all the ways This tale could unfurl Can you imagine a…

Gender rolesLoveQuietacceptance

Wet Market

2022-01-23

I remember it well, Trailing behind you Suffocating in The heat and stench, As slopping water Mingled with the blood Of freshly gutted fish Splashed…

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Stories

2022-01-02

We live in stories The ones We inhabit In our heads The ones that we Tell to each Other To give understanding And hope To remind ourselves There’s…

Family dynamicsHomeLovePsychology

2021

When Time Runs Still

2021-12-29

When time runs still Tomorrow With hours to kill and more to follow Where will you be? The night is long And the days blend The season’s gone With the new…

GriefHealingQuietRelationship

Mangoes

2021-12-26

Ripe with a Malfeasance That threatens To engulf me Whole Round, full and yellow With that lingering Scent An inviting sweetness To bite Into juicy flesh…

FamilyFamily dynamicsHealingHome

Wonderland

2021-12-24

If I can bring it back to mind This is how it must have looked like, When I was a child The cotton candy, the pink, The lights, The cool night air On my…

FamilyHomeImaginationLove

City of Angels

2021-12-21

These streets are marked with sadness The alleyways and boulevards, This city of Angels and Devils Where opulence and poverty rub shoulders And sex is…

inconvenient truthsmarginalizedpovertyprostitution

Quiet

2021-12-19

What are all these words? Why all this noise? Why do people keep on Talking without saying anything? I just want to hear your heart The steady beating I…

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Breathing In and Out

2021-12-06

There were things about him That I breathed in And things that I breathed out There were things About him I could see And things that I could do without…

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You Sought A Woman, You Found a Soul

2021-12-02

Edith Södergran: The Day Turns Cool I. The day turns cool towards evening… Drink the warmth of my hand, my hand has the warm blood of springtime. Take my…

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Jukebox Player

2021-12-01

You talk about your glory days Matron Maxwell, who mentored you England and MGS, like they Were one and the same Conflating past and present You can…

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Daenerys

2021-11-13

I know now why she burned cities down I feel the fire of her dragons breathing down on me The righteous anger that was never seen heard or felt that was…

ApprovalChildhood traumaGame of ThronesGender roles

DIY Mushroom Patch Bell Jar

2021-10-28

The Christmas before COVID hit I was given a succulent in a bell jar because I had requested a “leafy green plant” for my office Christmas secret Santa…

Michelin Star Pumpkin Soup

2021-10-02

What you see in this picture is a humble bowl of pumpkin soup which I am happily consuming right now even as I write this blogpost. The title of this post…

Drive My Car

2021-09-24

I went to The Projector on Tuesday this week for the 7:30pm screening of “Drive My Car" which won "Best Screenplay" in the 2021 Cannes Film Festival. It…

Childhood traumaPsychologyQuietRelationship

Using Humor to Disguise Fear or Terror

2021-09-21

“Oh, Peter, of course I understand. And I approve. I’m a realist. Man has always insisted on making an ass of himself. Oh, come now, we must never lose…

HealingLovePsychologyabuse

Why David Bothers Me

2021-09-18

As a mature Christian, I find it unsettling that after all these years, the biblical David still really irritates and annoys me, and I would daresay even…

ApprovalHealingImaginationLove

Letting Go To Create

2021-09-09

I wrote this song in a cab on the way back home from town: Life is a song That is to be sung You don’t go back You don’t go back There’s nothing wrong…

Lone Tree

2021-08-18

A solitary silhouette You stand, Against the stark backdrop Of azure blue And feathery white clouds What makes you prevail In this sun-scorched earth…

HealingHomeImaginationLove

Listen

2021-08-07

I rediscovered recently on an older blog of mine that I had forgotten about. My entries in that blog really spoke to me and reminded me of the person I am…

FamilyHealingHomeLove

Home

2021-08-06

When old memories, creep up On you like that And when dust filters Through the light And the past is Captured. In a tiny capsule It follows you back Into…

FamilyHealingHomeMeditation

How Our Brains Trick Us

2021-07-23

If I told you that we all are living in some kind of delusion to differing degrees at any one point in time, would you believe me? The reality is, each…

DrawingPsychologySingaporelife

The Culture and Civilisation of The Merfolk - An Allegorical Tale

2021-06-20

One day as I lay in bed I saw a picture in my mind’s eye - I was swimming alone in the depths of an unknown ocean. My hair floated around my head in long…